Health Forum

First of all, stop beating yourself up and thinking there's something "wrong" with you. There is nothing wrong with you.
Secondly, if you're uncomfortable with some of the things you do or the way you are, why not talk it over with someone you respect and trust, like your mom, an aunt, an older sister, or even a councilor or clergy-person? The important thing is to do what you know is right. If something you're doing bothers you, think about what you're doing and why you're doing it. Then, if you feel it needs to be changed, change it.
Don't measure yourself based on what others think of you! In the end, it won't matter what the world thinks of you. Who cares what they think? Just know that you are beautiful and wonderful and worthy of love and acceptance just because you're you, and if the people around you can't see that, they aren't worth your time and energy anyway. Trust me, you will find friends who love you for being you.